I feel out of place..the don't belong kind of feeling. It's not the greatest feeling. I know life isn't perfect and there are good days and bad, but this is a lingering feeling i've had for a while now.
Another thing i don't like is people being fake. Why can't we just be ourselves arounnd everybody? Why does everything have to be so separate? It feels like everyone is off in their own little worlds, and there is no togetherness. Does that make any sense? Maybe the better word is fellowship. Dont get me wrong..I love my life, my husband, my kids, my family. I'm thankful for my friends who are there for me, no matter what.
The one place that I should feel like I belong, that I'm wanted...I'm not.
I guess that's it for now. I had to get this "off my chest" somehow, before i could relax and go to bed.
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